1. Notes: 3781 / 2 weeks ago  from hellomarites (originally from staresdeadlierthanbullets)
   

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2. 3 months ago 

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   I'm new to this, someone want to be a helpful hand?
3. 4 months ago 
   Where The Wild Thing's Are
4. 5 months ago 

   Hardest Goodbye.

   In the last week of June doctors told me they would give my god mother 2 weeks to live. I thought that timing was pretty absurd. To me she seemed to be getting better as the days passed. Then last week when the nurse came to her house, they checked her blood pressure and she told me it was extremely low, that she had till either monday or tuesday of next week. I should’ve marked her damn words; today on the morning of July 13, 2009 she left me…me and everyone who loved and cared for her. 
   I pulled an all-nighter w/her last night, and although she wasn’t able to say anything to me, I knew exactly what she would have said to me if she had the chance. I felt closer to her than I ever had. I didn’t do much last night I just talked to her, I played with her hands, I reminisced, I cried and I prayed; I can honestly say I prayed my whole heart out last night.
   I’m overly proud of her, she didn’t leave without a battle, and that’s why she’s the strongest woman in my book alongside of my mom. :) She’s one of the most optimistic people ever. I wish I had her optimism. As I’m writing this, I recall all the moments I’ve spent with her. One being she was the best Cumbia dancer I’ve known, that’s why she was my dancing partner at every family party, at all the weddings. I still have the pair of tickets I had bought for her and I to Sonora Dinamita’s concert in ‘07, best concert ever, why? Because I went to it with her. Dancing was her passion, it flowed through her vains just like rapping flows through mine. The love I have for her will never die, she’ll be in every single one of my prayers. I know she’s in a much better place now, and she isn’t suffering any more, but if I had the chance to give half of my life up for her no doubt I would do it. Believe me I am so so so sorry for prolonging your wait. I should have just done it when I had the chance. 
   The one thing I can say for sure is death is a release. I’ve never seen a person that didn’t look years younger. All the worry lines are gone and there is certain peace in their face.
   We run on electricity… energy. Energy can be changed from one form to another, but it cannot be created nor destroyed. When some one dies, that energy is released and truly becomes one with the universe.
   Within moments of her last breath, I was amazed to see her face just turn about 10-20 years younger, with out the lines or pain in her face. I was indeed relieved, but yet very saddened. I miss you so much, and love you even more. I will never forget you or what you’ve done. 
   It may not make sense butThat’s the way I see it.
   Soledad A. Melendez R.I.P. March 27, 1959—July 13, 2009

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